Towards The Endless Drift XIIt was this yoyoing factor that led to the distortion in the relationship. If there had been a consistent sense of desolation, a continual poverty, then Phillip would have just learnt to live with the pressues, with the pain. But because this was juxtaposed with a sense of intense happiness, of joy and elation, there was no way to develop a way to cope with the inevitable drop down in circumstances, and then the rise that came afterwards. Instead, there was just constant whirring underneath his emotional feet, an inability to keep his legs on any sort of stable ground for any period of time. This was probably more damaging than any actual paiTowards The Endless Drift XI
Towards The Endless Drift XIt's gone, Colin.Towards The Endless Drift X
It's all so far gone.
You can never have it back.
You can probably see that this letter is stained with tears. Aren't you thankful it's only that, and not blood?
I'm walking a fine line. Don't push me off. I can tell you that you'll regret it.
- Christa
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Occasionally, Roland had considered what would happen if he had snapped and made some sudden moves. What would happen if he decided to kill himself, he once thought. Perhaps he could fling himself down the cliff, down the endless ravine. It would be painful, sure, but efficient enou
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never say never
I'd like to see some of your writings posted up here.
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♥ k r ii z y _ xo
welcome to the strange strange world of seeing my deviations
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